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(Friday, September 18, 2009-)
+6:01 AM]*
# I'm fine....really-
Okay lah, got past her
but still got this aching sensation.
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(Thursday, September 17, 2009-)
+5:09 AM]*
# Gone-
Gone,
was the friend I once knew,
Gone,
is the friendship that once was.
Gone,
is one of the most cared person in my life,
Gone,
'cause of a simple slip of tongue.
Gone,
is the liveliness inside me,
Gone,
and came an empty shell.
All is gone, there is no meaning now.
I live to live and I feel so empty, so much so that i can implode.
Empty is my life,
Empty is my shell.
Empty is the meaning of life,
Empty is now my life.
Once I used to care for you. Now, even if I wanted to, I cannot.
Goodbye, farewell and may you prosper without me.
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(Wednesday, July 1, 2009-)
+7:45 AM]*
# Headache-
Yes, as you may have heard, the ACS carnival has been pushed back to 14th november. one day after our O levels!
Still trying to sell my coupons and because most of my network of friends are sec 4, i simply cannot get them to buy the tickets at first...i wonder now that the date has been pushed back, would they buy?
Anyways, I lost a dear friend, deleted me from FB and not replying to my messages... Hoping that she would get back to me. really saddens me to think that people fall out so easily and for no apparent reason too.
i've no idea what i did... perhaps i broke my promise? but very unlikely... Have to leave fro now.
Trust takes a long time to build, but can be destroyed in a blink of an eye.
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(Sunday, May 24, 2009-)
+7:56 AM]*
# Exams...-
Alright...I'm sick, or rather was sick. So I'm taking a day off tomorrow from school.
So far... my exam results are averaging... no As, but got failures. 1st up was physics which i pinned most of my hope on, got a B4 while chemistry got a B3. Nest was Add maths with a C6 and geography with a E8(which isn't something to be proud of). Even though i don not know my other results, my best guess is that i failed E-maths and Combined humanities too. English is on the line and thats all of my subjects. Not something to be proud of but on the average i did well.
Regards,
KaiKein
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(Sunday, April 19, 2009-)
+7:57 AM]*
# Pressure!-
Gosh,
Life's like that.... unappreciative parents and overly paranoid teachers. And they are actually on the right side and i understand their anxiety! As in, i know the reason behind studying and the reason to be successful in life - But this is so not me! I don't feel myself and stuff.
Today just had tuition and it was quite amusing. My A maths tutor was particularly naggy today - maybe eaten the wrong medicine this morning?
My chemistry was around the same, jokes and laughter are just part and parcel of my education in the class. I've still got a bunch of undone homework and i'm blogging...oh dam! Sigh~ O levels. one of the worst exams you have to take.
Facebook is quite fun but is getting boring already. Its like friendster at it's peak. Soon it'll die off and next a barren social network with just a few die-hard fans?
As for the latest updates of my life... Got promoted to Warrant Officer and achieved the Best Boy award all in the same day!!! Was over the moon man! Somehow i feel kinda empty and the fiery flare that was in me just a few months ago has died down to just a flicker. Sometimes i just wonder, when you're at the top, what's there to work for besides staying at the top?
Tried to pick up the most precise language i the world- Latin. Needless to say, i failed. Sigh~ maybe life's just studying, and other mundane activities?
Regards,
KaiKein
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(Thursday, March 26, 2009-)
+5:14 AM]*
# Life's like that-
Gosh... tomorrow's my Chinese paper and here I am writing to you...
I may be going back to church this coming sunday though... My mum and me patched up quite a bit. Now She and I are more tolerant to each other.
Dulce et decorum est pro patria mori -
It is sweet and fitting to die for one's country.
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(Friday, February 6, 2009-)
+6:08 AM]*
# Long time.-
Long time since i posted on my blog already.
Life's been smooth so far, with a camp coming up- my next major project. So far my camp coordinator is doing well( relative comparison to the worst ). I'm doing everything for him and i have to give him the credit, and it sucks.
My love life has been inactive- I'm not gay- just talking to the opposite side less and lesser. Feel much better though...able to concentrate on my work more and more. Learning more stuff in school than i used to, understand concepts better and faster.
Not that I'm saying girls are an distraction...its just that, I don't need to keep worrying bout how she thinks of me or weather she likes me. And that, by the way is quite a heavy thing for me.
My mental and physical strength both increased or rather, developed.
Although I'm not entirely satisfied with my Mum's policy and still is arguing with her on most counts.I wish that could change.
KaiKein - The Absence of colour is a colour Itself.
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